imy, mom

have you ever miss someone until you feel like crazy person ? have no directions, lazy doing something, feel bored everyday, no stamina ?

i have ever feel it, i feel it, now

now i feel like crazy, me like on the top of boredom in this life

need refreshments

and it all would be cured by my mom, only my mom. my doctor, my hero, my sunshine, my superwoman, my cheerleader and my everything. she is everything in my life, i'll become nothing without her

i need her now, i miss her a lot, i miss her so much, i miss her like crazy now. but now she's miles away from me, she's in malang and me in jakarta

but i'm grateful..tomorrow she will come here, come to jakarta, to see me 

can't wait for tomorrow, can't wait to meet my mom, my beloved mom..

i love you, mom. so much

$&#%*@

aaaaaaa sumpah ini namanya anjing ! tapi aku yang bodoh :(

i hate this part of my life , which called stupidity

i hate you ! you ruined my wonderful life, it could be more wonderful and amazing if there was no you in my life

fuck you jerk !

by the way thankyou for myA who bring happyness around me, thnkyousomuch.ily

the new beginning

hey , yesterday was october 30th and it should be our first anniversary..

it was rains heavily when a postman knocked on my door and gave me a package wrapped in a brown paper, and the package was adressed to Farikha Medina, and that was me. and i already know that the package was from you, because previously you ever said that you sent me something hehe

i opened the package and.....its content were two pieces of cds, abdul and the coffee theory and maliq&d'essentials..

and there i found some notes, you wrote 'happy october 30th 2010 nana' and wrote some beatiful words, and i love it :)

you said, the songs in that cds must be make me remember about you and we will end up with a happy ending like abdul and coffee theory's song

i said, thankyou for the cds and it will be the new beginning of a beautiful life like the name of maliq&d'essentials album :)

for me, farikha medina :)

from him, angga hutama putra :)

the notes and some beatiful words

love theory and the beginning of a beautiful love

and this is it, happy october 30th for you and me and thankyou for making my 30th october wonderful, jeeeee :)

and once again, i'm really happy to know the news jeee, i'm waiting hereeeeee :D

homesick

horraaaay finally the midterm exam is over yaaaay!

happy weekend everyone :)

by the way, i miss malang :( all about malang. all the people, all places, all the things.

i envy them who can easily come back to their home when weekend come. and their parents pick them up after school. kiss their cheek and forehead...

oh pity me, how i miss my hometown, my family, my friends and my old life :(

Hate That I Love You - Rihanna (feat. Ne-Yo)

That's how much I love you

That's how much I need you

And I can't stand you

Must everything you do

Make me wanna smile

Can I not like it for awhile?
 

No...
 

But you won't let me
You upset me girl

Then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget

That I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong

But I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy 

I can't stand how much I need you 
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
 

Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me..

That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you

And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can't stand how much I need you 

And I hate how much I love you boy 
But I just can't let you go 
And I hate that I love you so
 

And I hate that I love you so.. so..

the puzzled me and the midtest

barusan belajar technobiz buat uts besok senin, terus abis belajar sempet ngobrol dikit sama dua orang temen dan mereka ngomongin satu topik yang bikin aku sedikit ngerasa yaaa kinda puzzled and make me speechless.............
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ah udah stop gak usah mikirin masalah lain, uts udah di depan mata. anyway, welcome to the midtest era and wish me tons of luck for my midtest exams, xoxo

thankyou oovoo

big thanks to oovoo, i love you oovooo :*

and thankyou for my friend, Lisa who told me about oovoo :*