the new beginning

hey , yesterday was october 30th and it should be our first anniversary..

it was rains heavily when a postman knocked on my door and gave me a package wrapped in a brown paper, and the package was adressed to Farikha Medina, and that was me. and i already know that the package was from you, because previously you ever said that you sent me something hehe

i opened the package and.....its content were two pieces of cds, abdul and the coffee theory and maliq&d'essentials..

and there i found some notes, you wrote 'happy october 30th 2010 nana' and wrote some beatiful words, and i love it :)

you said, the songs in that cds must be make me remember about you and we will end up with a happy ending like abdul and coffee theory's song

i said, thankyou for the cds and it will be the new beginning of a beautiful life like the name of maliq&d'essentials album :)

for me, farikha medina :)

from him, angga hutama putra :)

the notes and some beatiful words

love theory and the beginning of a beautiful love

and this is it, happy october 30th for you and me and thankyou for making my 30th october wonderful, jeeeee :)

and once again, i'm really happy to know the news jeee, i'm waiting hereeeeee :D

homesick

horraaaay finally the midterm exam is over yaaaay!

happy weekend everyone :)

by the way, i miss malang :( all about malang. all the people, all places, all the things.

i envy them who can easily come back to their home when weekend come. and their parents pick them up after school. kiss their cheek and forehead...

oh pity me, how i miss my hometown, my family, my friends and my old life :(

Hate That I Love You - Rihanna (feat. Ne-Yo)

That's how much I love you

That's how much I need you

And I can't stand you

Must everything you do

Make me wanna smile

Can I not like it for awhile?
 

No...
 

But you won't let me
You upset me girl

Then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget

That I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong

But I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy 

I can't stand how much I need you 
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
 

Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me..

That's how much I love you
How much I need you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you

And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy 
I can't stand how much I need you 

And I hate how much I love you boy 
But I just can't let you go 
And I hate that I love you so
 

And I hate that I love you so.. so..

the puzzled me and the midtest

barusan belajar technobiz buat uts besok senin, terus abis belajar sempet ngobrol dikit sama dua orang temen dan mereka ngomongin satu topik yang bikin aku sedikit ngerasa yaaa kinda puzzled and make me speechless.............
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ah udah stop gak usah mikirin masalah lain, uts udah di depan mata. anyway, welcome to the midtest era and wish me tons of luck for my midtest exams, xoxo

thankyou oovoo

big thanks to oovoo, i love you oovooo :*

and thankyou for my friend, Lisa who told me about oovoo :*

bsd partners

hello i have two partners here, in bsd city. they are Samid and Rezha , we're all from Malang and study in same college, prasmul :D
we're a good friends, we met when we were in junior high school and then we were split up when entering senior high school and now we meet again in college
here it is Samid, Rezha and me :

i beg you, please.....

it drives me crazy, i don't want you but on the other hand i realize that i could never let you go and i know for sure that i love you so much and you loves me too
you often say that i don't care about you, i don't think of you, i don't love you like you do
but don't you know that i always care about you ? that i always thinking of you here ? that i always love you ? that you're always in my mind wherever i am
you'll never know that i always tell a lot of stories about you to my friends, that i always worry whenever i'm in fight with you, and how i miss our good time when you and me can do some jokes and we laugh and tell each other some stories. and it's all drives me mad
so please understand me, don't judge me like that. and please you understand that now we're not the same like we were in the past two months..
and i beg you, please know my situations and please understand how do i feel here. i don't begging for the freak or abnormal things, i just want that.please...............

good-bye

you have your own world and i have my own world
so, mind your own life and i mind my own life
do your own business and i do my own business
thankyou for all dude, see you

G !

oh my god ! aku tambah gendut di kosan :( huaaaaa sumpah ya aku sekarang lemaknya 3 kali lipat dari biasanya kali yah errrrrgh , aku mau diet dong aku mau kurus lagi aku mau fitness olahraga apa gitu deh pokoknya aaaa aku mau turun lagi beratnyaaaaa :'(
tapi emang sih gimana gak gendut kalo persediaan makanan di kosan kaya begini

aku mau beratku balik lagi waktu kaya aku awal-awal ngekos aku gamau makin gendut aaaaaaaa :'(
gimme some tips pleaseeeeeeeee :(

almamater jacket finally :D

here it is the photo of me with the almamater jacket

me with evellyn, devita, lisa and firna

aren't that nice ? LOL !

tidak penting tapi penting

" your temper just as bad as mine, you're the same as me
but when it comes to love, you're just as blinded as me"

" maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all I know is I love you too much to walk away"

the october

btw, i miss him. although he's not mine.

:'(

i miss us, me+you..

i'm officially Prasetiya Mulya student :D

long time no see you all my blog readers , that because i'm really really busy with those campus things. and that made me crazyeeeh and mad with all the people around me , i'm really sorry from my deepest heart. especially for the superboy, Angga. okay let me say to you all that i'm really happy because now i'm officially become Prasetiya Mulya student. after going through various kinds of activities from introductory programme, outbond, PrasMul Gives Back and its peak is welcoming night :D
it such a long journey until i became the real PrasMul student and i'm happy for that :D

first is IP, IP is introductory programme a kind of programme that especially made for the new students for prasmul's new students so that they could adapt with prasmul. it contain a lot of events and activities it held for a month.

nametag for IP

kak Ica, my senior that I interviewed

kak Viera, vice president of SB that I interviewed


some of my partners in group 15 for IP

the second, outbond. i don't have a lot photo for outbond i just have the nametag and necklace that indicating that you've passed the outbond well. I got a lot of experience there althought it's distressing but it was fun.

nametag and the necklace, i passed the outbond :D

third, PrasMul Gives Back, this is the social event that was made and organized by batch 6. so the event was invited Timor Leste children and treat them as well as we can.

PrasMul Gives Back

batik dresscode on PrasMul Gives Back

the last, welcoming night. this is the peak of the introductory programme, it's mean that we officially become Prasetiya Mulya students, in this event also held the selection of the president of batch 6 and handovered the almamater jacket. and the uniqueness of this event is the dresscode, you must be wear movie character costume. and i wore classical european costume..

my costume :D

with nike the pirates and rara the luigi

by the way i don't have a lot of photos of welcoming night, i didn't bring my camera how sad :(
that's all my journey on introductory programme that i could tell to you all.
wish me for my college in prasmul, wish me be the future business champion..